feeling depressed

like my title
i am feeling absolutely depressed rite now
everyone's graduated already
n here i am still lost, without a stupid degree
n having to do 1st yr again.
i am so tempted to js go do accounting or commerce although i hated it alot.
bcuz i certainly do not want to go thru uni again
feel lyk a complete loser
y didnt i js finish my studies when i had the chance
y did all the stupid shit had to happen
n who was there to help me?
everyone js stands outside n point their finger at me
i duno wat i want in life
so what?
think i dun find tht frustrating too?